Damn...it took TEN tries to remember my password!
wow...seems like forever since i decided to type in this thing...well to start things off, it has been about a couple of good years since i actually made this account. i remember putting a few journal entries in and then forgetting to update...
for my memories sake, and to keep the present boredom away, let me back track for a minute or two.
hmmmm...lets see...i managed to graduate high school with a pitiful gpa and a couple of awkward yet slightly painful regrets...nothing too special or surprising there. i've managed to get into a college where the people come in few and the classes are pretty cool. although i have to commute a pretty long way it's still kinda nice, especially since i get to see kathleen there.
On the bad side the work can drive me nuts at times,and the fact that i am still at home doesn't do well for my stress level...though i guess i could say i brought THAT mistake on myself. outta state college has been looking pretty good lately.
Another sour note is that i don't seem to understand many of my class mates...jeez i don't even want to get in to that unusual mess. probably because i could be making a big problem out of what could really be a small one and the truth is i just don't know how to handle it. oh well, i was never any good with talking to people anyway...*sigh*
Now, back to the present. I am currently at the beginning of my winter vacation...and i already want to go back to that busy and ,not to mention, slightly emotional mess i left back at that college.there are things i've been doing to keep myself occupied but something is missing. can't quite put my finger on it...then again i've never been very good at finding answers, much less the right one.
...it's the 31st of December...guess i need a new years resolution or something. hm, i suppose my next entry could be about that. assuming i commit to writing in this journal again.
P.s. for those of you destined to read this god awful entry please know that i have horrible punctuation skills, not to mention shitty grammar and even worse sentence structure. however if you are a friend of mine you're probably thinking that not much has changed in my writing.
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